Another Notch for the Belt.....

So, after finally seeming to step up and out of the darkened corner that I have been living in for the last little while, I found a Job!  Yay.

It seems to be the greatest opportunity that I could have asked for, and I feel blessed and privelaged to have been offered the position.  So far things are sailing along smoothly, and with the new found wisdom that accompanied me out of that Dark place, I have been able to stop myself from straying in to the forever pulling 'over emotional' connection that I make with people and jobs.

I am feeling so much more secure in myself, and my belief system that finally, instead of feeling like the pathetic thing that I was 3 years ago, I feel like an actual, authentic, Grown-up!  It's an exciting and very powerful feeling to have come in to in such recent past,  it almost goes to my head.

I can now walk down the street with my head held high knowing that I Do look good, I Am valuable, and I Can succeed.

There are certain people in my life that need to be thanked for everything that they have done for me in the recent months.

I owe the breath in my lungs to the people that gave me the power to survive, I will never forget their input, and I will never let myself return to the place I was in, because of the things that I learned in that time.

In the Beginning.....

After a Hectic 6 months of work, study and indecision, I finally made the call to put everything on hold, and review my options about where I was going and what I was doing with my Life..

I was thankfully able to turn to some amazing family members and have their shoulders to lean on while I went through what I though was the most tough time in the world....

I was able to get back on my feet, find a job and everything seemed like it was turning out for the better. I talked through a lot of my issues and where I thought they had come from, confronting fears, and revealing hidden aspects of who I am to not only myself but others....

In the past months I have found myself to have become more of a Grown-up than I ever though I could be. I feel happy and content with decisions that I have made, and people that I have confided in, and although there is a long road ahead, I feel like maybe there are now a couple of bumps that are a little less big. 

Oh Happy Days.....